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BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG BIG GRRRIIIINNNNN
Jan. 14th, 2004 07:54 am
Just one more week! It should be official by then!
... it's not bad. Exactly. It's hard to explain without giving it away, but most people may think of this as joyous news, but to me (and me personally), I feel quite sad and worried. But after talking to the person in question, I'm going to be calm about the whole situation. Though! This is the first time anything like this has happened to a direct relative/friend! And... darn it! *snaps finger* Darn the person for promising me to minute secrecy. *bites fingernails*
... I think it'll be anticlimatical by the time I actually tell you people, but remember; from my point of view, this is very big.
*bites more fingernails*
AFTER Chinese New Years. Then it'll be utterly official. *sniffles* I could almost cry. Gawd, this makes me all sentimental like a freaking... um... freak!
... it's not bad. Exactly. It's hard to explain without giving it away, but most people may think of this as joyous news, but to me (and me personally), I feel quite sad and worried. But after talking to the person in question, I'm going to be calm about the whole situation. Though! This is the first time anything like this has happened to a direct relative/friend! And... darn it! *snaps finger* Darn the person for promising me to minute secrecy. *bites fingernails*
... I think it'll be anticlimatical by the time I actually tell you people, but remember; from my point of view, this is very big.
*bites more fingernails*
AFTER Chinese New Years. Then it'll be utterly official. *sniffles* I could almost cry. Gawd, this makes me all sentimental like a freaking... um... freak!
